Soldier of love..

And I stepped forward, gathering all courage

preparing all for it, trying to be brave

got myself ready, like a soldier for his fight

marching ahead, for the final destination of my life..

With my heart in my hand, I walk along

loosening it from my fist, place it at your feet

pumps blood for me, but for you it does beat

and you crush it, ignoring the tears of blood it did bleed..

Am a soldier that lost his fight

but I didn't surrender, till my last breathe I tried

A last wish, some simple words, get it carve

in letter's bold, on my tombstone, SOLDIER OF LOVE..

Love beyond lives.

why is it so dark..??

why is the Earth so silent..??

is there some kind of grief..??

or just because, its few hours past midnight..??

all life turned to sleep

all machines are so silent

all dead's strangely awake

And I sit, near the peace of the lake..

A white shadow, breaking the dark

slow and steady, walk towards me

coming closer then before; wind starts to blow

sitting on her knees; the white shadow sits behind me..

catching hold of those beautiful eyes

I remember my princess

smiling and gazing at me

my pretty lovely lady..

you walked too long to come to me

walking miles & miles, crossing the fields

and the roaring highways; that are now manless

crossing the fairy houses; that we thought would built..

sitting under the moon

below the lovely tree

where we once used to meet

in those times, when we used to breathe..

the huge crowd, that built you

a beautiful stone carved grave,

every night you walk out of it,

to where I drowned myself in the lake..

Prison

the key is lost & the door is locked

no ray of light & I am imprisoned

light of the darkness & noise of the silence

accompanying me in the crowded prison

no chains, no guards; am free to myself

none eyeing on me to stop me from escaping

I can get on my feet & I can flee

but the key is lost and the door is locked

After a couple of fortnights more, the prison seems my home

am here to be forever, and that's the Sheriff's order,

I will be starved and hanged till death

in the prison of your heart where now I am jailed..

My world of reality

master's of truth now seem false to me,

I convince myself to disobey reality,

truth seems so painful, lie seems so sweet

you are a lie and you made me love it

memories of past when start hitting me,

I lose control and fall on my knee,

Breaks my heart, crushes my soul,

you are my past, once so beautiful

time was good when you swore promises on me,

that sound so great and appeared so lovely,

that now seems lost in the flow of time,

I am now lost in the barrels of old wine

I built myself a world, where you live with me,

live for each other, I call it my world of reality..

Road to my heart..

there is a road

deep down the ground

traveled by none

yet I have known

filled with red

but yet so safe

walk down my veins

and curve in your name

sound of the beats

yet lies some peace

you need to walk too long

to get in it

because it's my heart

and for you it does beat..

In search of truth..

I have a long journey to go,

walking all unknown roads,

escaping the deadly jungles,

swimming the deep rivers..

destiny, being my only mate,

upon no God, I do have any fate,

riding my old pair of boot,

i set my journey in search of truth..

suffering and hardships,

which have a deep friendship,

accompany me all along,

yet i never break down, walking so long..

broken bones, torn muscles,

yet my expectation turn no less,

far vision, less expectation,

jackpot of truth, is my expectation..

i know i shall never gain,

living the hardships with pain,

yet i decide to move on,

wearing my boots and go on and go on and go on..